Walking alone on empty roads in dark nights has always been a refreshing experience. It gives you time to get closer to yourself. To know certain things about you that are important only for you in this world. To give yourself time for dreams that have always been trying to take shape, sitting alone in some corner of your heart, trying to get a way to your mind. Just to think of those dreams, just to loose the shackles of your mind, that you impose on yourself for some strange reason even you don't know, its something very close to heavens for me. But nowadays there are more nightmares then dreams.
Just when you go deep down in your reverie, with a good dream, muttering words to yourself, talking to someone who is not walking by your side, unaware of this selfish world and their cruel methods of life. Then suddenly you know this isn't going to happen in this life. Suddenly you feel the most lonely person of the world. The dream is gone to pieces and you stand there shattered, terrified. Suddenly you start to feel the cold outside. The only cold that hurts me. The only cold that I hate. The only cold that can't be stopped by human inventions. The only cold that is prevalent the whole twelve months of the year. The only cold that can destroy you. The chill is killing. Nowadays, it kills so often and so cruelly that I'm just afraid to talk about it.
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ya ...thats frightening.....though i didn't know u get time to walk by yourself alone. I have never seen u doing that here.
'Lone walk' is something that is typical of me , not you.
And isn't it 'fun' when a couple walks past you hand in hand, while you are treading with nothing but cold dumb air in your hands.
What you show to the world is a drop from the ocean you are. (dunno who said it but sumbdy certainly did.).
And yeah that indeed is "fun"; I've never had that much "fun" in my whole "fun" life.
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