That was the worse way to loose it. I never anticipated that it will have such an end rather I thought it ended long ago, but then I burned something that night and tried again and I don't think the result isn't too obvious. I never wanted that to end this way. Never ever. It deserved a better end at least. Whatever it maybe, I guess I'll have that crazy night again and who knows, I may start it all over again.

This time it won't finish dreadfully. This time it won't have an end. Its going to last. It has to last. It has got no choice.