i open my eyes...fallen...i try to recover...in vain...my eyes shutting again...sleeping,dreaming...losing...
this is what pisses me off...Defeat pisses me off....

i find myself to be an ugly duckling in the field of beautiful swans...
i try to recover....reconsider..in vain
i fall all over again...
this is what pisses me off..Defeat pisses me off...

i find myself among cool people....with zero accomplishments under their belt....they try to be cool...it pisses me off...Defeat pisses me off

Hating everyone around me...I want to fight..break everybody's face....kick them where it hurts the most....but find myself lying in the pool of my own blood....
this is what pisses me off...Defeat pisses me off...

I want to rise..I want to fly...I want to be famous...try to be cool...i dream but never work hard for them..yes, this is what pisses me off...Defeat pisses me off...

i think i am a psychopath....i think i am losing the opportunities at hand...i think i am wasting my time on the internet....i think i am pretty pissed off...you know..

I want to run...I want to scream at the top of my voice...i want to sin...i want to kill....i want to fight....yeah, i want to fight for my dreams....i want to win...
i try to recover..reconsider...in vain....i fall all over again...
this is what pisses me off...Defeat pisses me off...
YOU piss me off...